Silent conversations

When an ocean of thoughts

Meets with tides of emotions

I wish to express and want to speak

But the words seem painful

And letters mock

Alone in the world of thoughts I wander; seek

Alone witnessing the havoc

And yet unable to state

Unable to replicate thoughts in adequate word

To someone it may seem foolish; to someone nerd

And then too sailing in the heavy waves of feelings

Shedding tears and enduing the pain

And yet unable to speak

And yet unable to state

In this silent conversation within

Witnessing the rise and fall of me in myself

I try to stand in the juggernaut of my instincts

And wish to mend my beliefs, thoughts and wishes

And to burn the world of my expectations

To set myself free, away from etiquette and obligations

I wish to talk with no more words

But still drowning in my innate feelings

Thus, willing to master the silent conversation

A talk to know why I feel at all

I wish to state, but without spoiling it with letters

And wish to break my conventions; fetters